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Sat, Dec. 8th, 2007, 05:34 pm Semper: Cat and Mouse

Title: Cat and Mouse Word Count: 1306 Summary: Insert Kitten, Insert Maus, stir, sit for an hour. Notes: The first story of a new Series. Cat and Mouse Wed, Nov. 7th, 2007, 06:18 am FIC: Beautiful
Title: Beautiful Fandom: Ouran High School Host Club Pairing: Kyoya/Haruhi summary: two years after paying off her debt, Haruhi is asked a rather odd question by the Shadow King. warnings: genderqueer!Haruhi ( here )Wed, Oct. 24th, 2007, 06:11 pm

Since the Author search on NaNoWriMo is down, all the nanowrimo participants can add me from my profile, Sun, Oct. 7th, 2007, 08:02 am DRABBLE: Patriarch
Entry for Challenge # 3 at voldemort100title: Patriarch rating: NC17 words: 100x3 pairing: harry/voldy summary: Voldemort's new ideas for the wizarding world involve Harry in ways he doesn't like. warnings: almost girl!harry, almost mpreg, dub/non con, angst, pain, genderchange Comments = <3 ( drabbles )Mon, Sep. 24th, 2007, 02:28 pm Fuck.
I've reached a new low.
First, I wrote a DBZ fanfic. Then, when no one commented, I got depressed. I know that the comments are my only source of self esteem, but I shouldn't see it as a personal failure when no one comments on a really old fandom.
Then, I found out that what I did for my work wasn't what they want. First, last weekend, I found out that the website that I spent three months working on was replaced in a weekend by someone who had much better skills than I am. Making me obsolete. Then, they rejected something I worked a full day on and sent me something simplistic that they thought was better. Back to the drawing board of me not wanting to turn in something crappy because I can't think of anything to please them.
So I have no confidence, no self esteem, and apparently I only have livejournal/insanejournal and my mother as my support group. Mom's in class, so I'm here, crying to my livejournal.
And now, I've started talking to myself. I told myself to stop crying about it. I'm an adult, not a fucking emo. Then I told myself that I shouldn't be talking to myself either. Then, I told myself to shut up. Stranger and Rocky both found it very amusing, but I'm not fucking amused.
I don't know how much longer it'll be before I just snap. My state of mind has always been on a very thin ledge, but it looks like the further along I go, the more people are shooting missiles at the rocks beneath me. Sun, Sep. 23rd, 2007, 09:40 pm FIC: The True Queen

Title: The True Queen Fandom: Dragon Ball Z Pairing: King Vegeta/Zorn Warnings: Mentions of Prince Vegeta's mom. Misogyny (sort of), frottage, foodstuffs, a baby, Fluff laek woah. Summary: Late at night, Zorn has to make a steak for his beloved's wife. Luckily, he gets company. ( The True Queen ) Sun, Sep. 9th, 2007, 07:31 pm FIC: Hours
title: Hours fandom: Harry Potter Pairing: Harry/Snape Rating: pg-13 Warnings: timeturner, fluff, chocolate Summary: A Box of Chocolates and a Plan. ( hours )Sat, Sep. 1st, 2007, 12:41 pm FIC: PET
Title: Pet Author: sheena_bandyFandom/Pairing: Harry Potter: Harry/Lord Voldemort Rating: NC-17 Word Count: 1155 Summary: When something about Harry peaks his interest, Lord Voldemort changes his approach to the whole "Harry Potter" problem. Disclaimer: None mine. JKR's, WB's, ect. Highlight for Warnings: * mindfuck, dubcon, voyeurism, amnesia, d/s, parsel!smut, fluff * Beta: none ( Pet ) Sun, Aug. 12th, 2007, 05:51 pm so yeah...
I'm a novelist. I've got three journals now... This one, Greatest Journal, and Livejournal...
My writings will likely be posted on all three, but my personal stuff will be on livejournal. That's where all my friends are, after all...
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